This morning I woke up at 1:30 AM. Unable to sleep, I decided to start studying for my English class, yes I’m in school and I love it! Although it is time consuming; I enjoy waking up and stimulating my brain instead of letting it go to mush.
Today was different, instead of me being excited about learning something new (which I do get excited about every morning), I longed for something more, I wanted to learns more about the past.
The past is a beast sometimes, we long to go back to a state when everything was happy and perfect, a world when everything was just right. But is that right? Should we back track down memory lane? Or should we just keep looking forward?
It’s so confusing because we learn from George Santayana-“Those who fail to learn from history are doomed to repeat it”. But then we learn from certain scholars to never look back. Who's right? Or all they all wrong?
On a personal level, I thinks it is somewhat healing to look back for just a moment. It’s never right to keep looking back and dwell on the past, and in some cases it's a sin ( like Lot's wife did in The Bible), but today, just for a moment, I wanted to remember a feeling I forgot, I wanted to remember just for a second why I get up and do things every day.
To make it even more meaningful I wrote a song about it, but I'm not going to tell you which song I’m talking about. A good musician never tells people what to think or feel, they allow others to imagine it for themselves.
Feel free to visit my website www.maxinesoakai.com and checkout my videos and music! And see if you figured out what song I’m talking about, great job! You've felt my rift!
Until then,
Ofaz










